The dream that I see...Is what I want to be.

The day i was born
changed the life of many.
For some were happy
and some unhappy.

To my mom I was a blessing
though in disguise.
To my dad, I was
a shattered dream.

It was she who
saw her dreams in me.
It was he, scared of the worst nightmares
turning true through me.

The upbringing that you gave
cannot be matched with any.
The experience that you gave
cannot be taught by any.

It is your dream that
has evoked me.
It is your unexpectation that
has provoked me.

Want to change myself
to see you happy.
Want to change myself
to see you angry.

You gave me love and life.
You gave me pain
that taught me life.

I am what I am
just by the grace of you.
I am what I am just by the curse of you.

Lets Reunite

Wherever I am, you are always there with me in my mind. I cannot express my feeling to anyone. But your memories keep me busy all the while. Being with you is I always wish. But there are circumstances that throw us apart. I don’t know what is in you that keep me craving more for you. You are so calm & composed while I am so impatient. We are so different yet alike. Living without you is just living without life. Come back to me and give me my life which I deserve. Life without you is like living in pandemonium where I am burning for my sins.

I know you too are helplessly in pain. And it is each others memories that are keeping us alive & motivated to fight all circumstances and reunite. Here I am waiting for you. Expectation kills me every moment. But the very next moment your thought revives & motivates me. “Patience is Virtue” is what I had once read but the virtue itself has given up all hopes. But I am still burning the candle of hope within me.
Missing you deeply,
Come back soon.