Sunday, August 24, 2008
A War Within Me...
My mind and heart are in constant struggle with each other. Arguments to discussion, debates to rebuttals have become a daily routine past many days. My mind says not to trust heart blindly and heart says not to follow the path guided by selfish mind. This revolt has created a confused being in me. This strange confusion is driving me mad and drilling me inside. It seems I am divided into two parts.
The war for kingship of mind and heart has left me destroyed. It seems my present state of being has become a battlefield. Can’t feel proud and cheer for any one of them because ultimately they both are a part of me. Both has their own share of pros and cons. Each one of them wants to lead me in their chosen path. Mind warns me from trusting anyone and teaches the virtue of being practical. Though they are in constant war with each other, I simply know the mere fact that if any one of them is hurt, the other is shattered. If the heart loses the game, then mind is revolting against the circumstances and alerts heart from further danger and to learn from previous experiences.
When mind receives a set-back then its heart that always supports the mind and asks to look at other probabilities and aspects of what we think. Observation plays n important role in both cases. I lay confused in my isolated state. The endless confusion and restlessness is tormenting me day and night. I want to concentrate, my mind wants to explore. I seem like a bird in a small cage with limited to no space to fly free. I want to break through this constant struggle and explore new worlds.
The war for kingship of mind and heart has left me destroyed. It seems my present state of being has become a battlefield. Can’t feel proud and cheer for any one of them because ultimately they both are a part of me. Both has their own share of pros and cons. Each one of them wants to lead me in their chosen path. Mind warns me from trusting anyone and teaches the virtue of being practical. Though they are in constant war with each other, I simply know the mere fact that if any one of them is hurt, the other is shattered. If the heart loses the game, then mind is revolting against the circumstances and alerts heart from further danger and to learn from previous experiences.
When mind receives a set-back then its heart that always supports the mind and asks to look at other probabilities and aspects of what we think. Observation plays n important role in both cases. I lay confused in my isolated state. The endless confusion and restlessness is tormenting me day and night. I want to concentrate, my mind wants to explore. I seem like a bird in a small cage with limited to no space to fly free. I want to break through this constant struggle and explore new worlds.
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