Yes, I am unwanted! This I kept telling myself as I was lying on my bed of my destined house- the orphanage. This world is not mine. I am unwanted here. No one bothers to care whether I am living or dead. So many people come here in search of a beautiful child whom they can happily adopt. For the orphan children they are like a ray of hope. We get excited on the thought that now they can only free us from the unwanted and neglected cages. Many couples came in search of their dream baby and slowly one by one they took away all my playmates of the orphanage. I am left here alone to suffer and wait for the impossible.
It is not, that no one came to adopt me. Many couples came and gave me an unspoken answer that they will soon adopt me and take me away from this secluded world. They came regularly to play with me. But as soon as they saw a beautiful child, they soon altered their minds and left me heart- broken. In the initial stages of my infancy, it used to hurt my emotions but now it does not affect me any longer because I know the root cause. It is just the outer beauty and appearance that diverts so many minds. Every time a couple came, I was dressed in the most beautiful clothes so that I was selected at first sight but fate had other plans in store. It is the outer appearance that influences people but no one ever makes an attempt of testing or appreciating the inner qualities. I just want to plead the couples those who are planning to adopt that never give false hope to any child because it hurts their mental stability. Its not my mistake that I am not beautiful like others but I know that my inner qualities are going to speak one day for me and I will prove the world – I am no less than the others. Looks are here, gone tomorrow but the inner beauty is immortal and will remain forever.
I, thereby, compare myself to a blooming bud that is going to bloom in a plant, which is isolated from the world. It is an attention seeker, who wants to bloom into the most beautiful flower. And it is in this hope that one day its beauty is going to be noticed and appreciated. But it is afraid that before it is bloomed, it might get dried in this false hope. But still it is living with this hope.
8 comments:
wanted -flower power
let it bloom,
from the gloom,
to a beautiful flower,
hope then it will show her power
chitro
I sometimes wonder does "The unwanted" mean "Nobody cares, Nobody wants me" or "I am at wrong place".
Everyone is wanted in this world but sometimes we feel at wrong place. Life says, move on and on till you find the right place for yourself. While focusing on the destination don't forget that life is a journey too, not only a destination.
Everyday I thank 5:30 am for giving me a new day and Every week I thank Monday for giving me a new week. Every new day and new week brings a new hope, a new challenge and gives a change to forget the previous day and previous week. Isn't it so wonderful.
Take care, life is really wonderful.
If this is a story it remind's me of "The last supper".
If this is a truth of someones life then it is really heartbreaking but let me tell you another truth of life that is there is a very thin line that separates unwanted from wanted and the God is the one who makes the unwanted wanted just like Cindrella.
Thus every unwanted child is like Cindrella just a wish away from their dream.
Goutam
Don,t worry, be happy
One day or the other UNWANTED becomes
the most WANTED
So forgat the past and enjoy the present.
Best wishes for your future.
JUST ENJOY
"JUST CHILL CHILL, JUST CHILL"
SAYS THE GREAT SAGE- SUMANTA
I always believed that the test of time brings forth the real taste of life...
Sometimes it so happens...that you don't get chosen by a vast majority...& that indicates that you're meant for the rarest...
...Hence you ought to remember that you are here for the very best!!!
Mujhe ek gana yaaad aa raha hai---
"Dil ko dekho chehera na dekho
Chehere ne lakho ko luta
Dil sachaa or chehera jhuta
Dil sachaa or chehera jhuta"
This is the messege from me to all the people who lives in this Earth.
i can just say " believe in yourself"...it will answer all the questions.
thank u all for ur precious comments.
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